Monday, June 22, 2015

wintergirl © 1998

Foreward: While embroiled in an intense friendship with a studio musician who longed to collaborate with me back in the mid-to-late 1990's, I was exposed to recordings from the early days of Fleetwood Mac, including the 1973 BUCKINGHAM NICKS album featuring Stevie and Lindsey, as well as some of Stevie's later solo work in the 1980's. I was beginning to wonder if perhaps I could "Find the Lindsey to my Stevie," and even though I protested whenever this friend would remind me that he really wanted to collaborate, modesty (and outright fear) prevented me from ever taking him up on the offer.

The following poem/lyrics (entitled "wintergirl") was written with Stevie Nicks' voice in my head at the time. Looking on the lines now, they are weak, simplistic and juvenile, but... Maybe the kernel of the original spirit is still locked in them, somewhere... 

WINTERGIRL
 
he said
I cannot love you
til you leave your darkness
at the door
and I said
then i’ll stay outside
pray it don’t snow
anymore
               
so I sat in my winter
and never saw a spring
no blossoms flashing
under butterfly wing

no sweet summer sun
not a single one

no honeymoon  croon
‘neath an autumn moon

he said
I cannot love you
til you come inside
my world
and I said
I don’t belong
i’m an ice and crystal
winter girl